Wait a minute…..MapMyRun, Where is my Q3 Performance Report?!
Just this last week I realized that I had never done a post at the end of September about where I’m at and what I’ve achieved so far. I mean I did the Q1 for 2017 and the Mid Year Performance Report, but I have checked all of my emails and there’s no Q3….
So, with just over 2 months to go in 2017 I thought I would give a quick update and set out the plan for the home stretch of this year.
Mileage totals as of October 25, 2017 – 333.7 (prior to today’s run) Mileage consists of runs, walks, jogs, bikes, and swims
Sun Salutation Progress – Today is the “half-way” point to 108, although I do have to modify some of the poses from time to time to accommodate sore shoulders
Lifting – I have successfully completed 3/4 lifting weeks since starting the habits project. It’s all light weight (and I will be doing a video for it in an upcoming WOW post), but it’s something that I am able to keep relatively consistent at the moment.
Swimming – I have only missed one day of swimming since I started (due to shoulder pain) and am working hard on learning to breathe to both sides.
November will bring back 3 days/week running along with Wednesdays being specialized for speed
Mileage goal by the end of the year is 500 (my most mileage ever!)
Weights will remain a Tuesday thing
Swimming a Thursday thing
Still on track to hit 108 Sun Salutations on Thanksgiving Day
Still need to register for my spring race….although it’s been decided. Come back next week for more WOW Yoga videos. Until then:
So, it’s Thursday and I’ve debated whether or not to link up with the Think Out Loud crowd and decided at the last minute to say yes I will. I’m still writing today about the Distinctions in Rubin’s book that I started talking about the other day. You can read the first part here and the second part here if you like.
Today (and yesterday) I have been suffering from a bout of depression and a migraine that is threatening my sanity. I don’t get them often enough for anyone to do anything about them. For the most part I can keep them from getting bad. I usually down a Mt. Dew at the first sign of a smaller headache and I’m good. But I know when the big one is coming and a caffeine laced drink isn’t going to stop the storm. So, I am suffering through with the feeling that part of my head is going to pop off and roll away. I hate all noise. I hate all light. I hate standing up because I feel like I’m about to collapse. I hate food as the smell and taste make me nauseous. But I taught today and I’m eating and drinking and pretending to be normal.
It’s part of my baby steps. And one of those steps was a goal I had last year….to get back in the pool. So, today I donned my swim suit for the first time that I can remember (probably since before my first son was born over 6.5 years ago) and I got in the pool. The tightness of my cap and goggles aggravated my migraine and I almost gave up before I started. But I told myself that I could do 20 minutes….and I did. It wasn’t pretty, but I did it.
Why? Because I’m a finisher. I know that about me. I’ve had that same swim suit since I coached swimming in Colorado. I left that job in 2007. I like to wear things out….to see things through to the end. Starting new things on the blog and in life are always a little tumultuous for me. I think I’ve passed that trait on to my oldest. He cried today over old tennis shoes. I know the feeling….sometimes new isn’t as exciting as old is comfortable.
And that’s the last distinction… I think, that oddly enough, I’m a little more of a novelty lover. This seems to go against the idea of being a finisher and wearing things out, but I like things to be new in certain categories. This is part of the field I’ve chosen. I teach at colleges and universities…..each semester means new students. I might teach the same thing over and over again, but I tend to teach it slightly different than the semester before (or even the hour before). I like both the familiarity of teaching and the novelty of new ideas and experiences that it brings. I like the novelty of the ever changing fitness industry.
I like the novelty of moving to a new place and new faces and new running routes. But, it’s all the same at the same time. I like to see my same furniture in a new house against a new wall in a new arrangement. I like to see my same books on the shelves of a new office. I have had 20 residences in my lifetime, and yet, I still have the comforter that was on my bed in high school…..it’s been at all my residences since and still hasn’t worn out. I’m definitely a finisher.
What this tells me is that probably part of the reason I’m feeling down these days is because I have been in one place for longer than I’ve ever been before. My “new job” isn’t that new; I’ve taught this class before….new school….same class….new students….same problems. I am still a little antsy about wanting my PhD and I feel like I haven’t been traveling much lately. Perhaps I just need a new adventure? Maybe it’s just a symptom of the moment?
What are your thoughts on familiarity vs. novelty and finishing vs. opening? Tomorrow I’m going to work on the next part of Better Than Before. I hope you’ll join me then.
A long time ago I was a swimmer and a triathlete. I know exactly why I don’t swim any more….it’s a cost and time factor. I don’t have a lot of extra money for fitness which is why I’ve gotten really good at running, working out at home, and yoga. But my heart still craves the pool.
Time is the number one excuse for not doing fitness in general, but for me it’s a logistic of time and cost rather than an actual time dilemma.
When am I able to go to the pool? When am I able to do a long ride? When am I able to run that far? Well, for right now I’ve taken back the time in the morning to run and exercise in a variety of ways. But the bike is still pulling a carrier with two boys who can only stand to sit in close proximity with helmets on for so long. I think our longest ride was 12 miles. Luckily at least one of them fell asleep during that time.
As for the pool…..I can’t afford a membership to a pool at the moment. I also don’t know what I’d do with the kids when I went to the pool. It’s not like strapping them into a bike trailer or pushing them around in a jogging stroller. It’s a pool! I can’t tow them in a raft or let them sit on the sidelines as I stroke up and down the lane. They are 5 and 2.5…too little for that. When I can afford a membership to a pool it will have to come with childcare or hours that my family is sleeping for me to devote to smelling like I’m covered in bleach.
If I’m truly looking at what will make me happier and healthier in life, getting back into the pool is on that list.
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