I wish I had found yoga sooner in my life. I think that I would have been a better person for longer. I would have been far more grounded. I would have been happier and made different choices. However, part of the practice of yoga and self-discovery is not to look back and wish that things were different….they are to take what you have and what you learn and turn it into something good.
Because of where I find myself in life I am teaching yoga and have two amazing children. I am happy with what I do and who I am now. I am trying to be a good person and trying to give that same gift to my students. I always want them to walk away from these sessions feeling like they know who they are and what they need to do…..just as this student “unexpectedly” did.
During the course of Yoga 1 I have learned a lot about Yoga and myself. I first realized I was completely tensed up. I could feel it after the first few classes, at first I thought about it being soreness but then it hit me that all the stress or things piling up in my life were just sitting in a different place in my body instead of my head. I wanted to get more into yoga to help relieve that stress but halfway through the semester, my car broke down, that was the point were I wanted to give up. Unfortunately, I did give up for a bit. I’m not so sure I’ve managed to pull myself completely out but I’ll get there. What this in overall aspects has taught me about my self is that I need better personal reflection; I need to create my own space and schedule. No more pushing things off till the last minute (except this paper).
What I intend to do is take these Yoga skills and use them more and more in my daily life. I really did enjoy this class, especially for a 9am class. It helped me wake up and be ready for the day. I would like to take Yoga 2 in the fall but if not I will take it again at UNCW when I transfer. I hope to use the breathing exercises and the restorative poses the most because I do need to find a way to calm down and I enjoyed the many different ways we could breathe. However the Lion pose happens to be my favorite in general. Its quite hard to be in a bad mood and force yourself to cross your eyes and make a growling/breathing sounds. Although my attendance may not reflect it, I did feel as if this class helped me get through this semester. Yoga isn’t easy but while feeling that sense of vulnerability I felt safe. I felt as if I had any issues or anything I needed to express I could. The affirmation card assignment to remind ourselves of something was a great one. It forced me to break through a few walls of my own to discover what I know, what I need and now I don’t have to mindlessly search in hopes I’ll find it. It feels good to have a sense of direction come from a class you wouldn’t have expected.
August was the last time that I wrote about my training plans for real. Since that time I have had a whole semester of training and completed the 15k race that I was training for over the last year and a half. So, this recap is something a little different as I attempt to get my blog and all back on track….. Continue reading “Training Plan Tuesday #11 – Ending 2019”→
Yoga is not a religion and it’s a common misconception that it is. I fight that struggle on the regular….letting people know that they can find a way to practice yoga and still keep their chosen faith. When living in Texas a woman told me that yoga breathing was the way the Devil entered your body.
Living in North Carolina for the past 10 years has taught me that there is a lot of faith here. Sometimes that faith is misguided and sometimes it is misunderstood. My students are always expressing their faith in ways that surprise me. What hasn’t changed for me is the fact that yoga can be a perfect way to integrate your faith into every day action. And there’s no better example of that than determination and the strength that regular practice builds.
Taking a yoga class in college has been such a fun experience. It was definitely out of my comfort zone to take a class like this but I am glad that I did. At the beginning of the class I was really nervous, and worried that I would not be strong enough to complete some of the poses.
By the end of the semester I realized that yoga is not about doing the hardest poses, or doing perfect, but that it is about trying your best and challenging yourself. I have definitely challenged myself by taking this class, and trying something I never thought I would try. This class helped me realize that I am stronger than I think, and that perfection should not be my main goal. Yoga pushed me to try new things and have fun.
Moving forward I would like to continue doing yoga for exercise and to build my strength. I would like to start doing some strengthening poses at home at least once a week to continue my practice. If I had the chance to take another yoga class I think I would, especially if I convinced friends to do it with me. I would definitely recommend yoga to anyone who wants to get stronger but does not know where to start. This class was great to take as a beginner, because it physically challenged me, but I did not feel like it was too advanced to where I was falling behind. Overall, this class was a great experience. It helped me to grow stronger and challenge myself by doing poses out of my comfort zone.
I love asking students at the beginning of the semester why they signed up for my class. Lots of times it is because it fit their schedule or it seemed like it would be easy. No matter the answer, all are welcome in my class and I approach the semester with the enthusiasm that I want to share the gift of yoga with them all.
At the end of the semester, those who stick with it are often surprised by how hard it was to learn yoga. Whether it be the mental aspect or the physical aspect. For many students it’s the only time they do yoga…in my class for 1 hour and 50 minutes a week. For others it’s a lifelong journey. And, for some, they’re still not sure when the semester ends…..
Taking yoga for the first time I I wasn’t really sure what to expect. I figured it would be a lot easier than the cycling or walking classes. I was assuming it would be a lot less work. To my surprise it was a lot more challenging than I’d thought. During the semester I’ve learned that yoga is not only physical but mental as well. A lot of mind and body connections are made through yoga. From the first class until now I’ve grown to appreciate yoga and understand that I can have multiple purposes and it’s not just a physical practice.
Although yoga was a bit more tedious than I would have liked it still taught me quite a few things. Yoga taught me how to breathe into different parts of my body. Yoga also taught me how to relax and meditate. Yoga has taught me how to focus on the important things and push out the extras. In the future I’m not sure if I will utilize yoga. it’s not my favorite form of exercise but it’s not the worst either. I do work at the YMCA and I get to take any Fitness classes for free so I think I should try it a few more times before I give up.
Quite often my students are so much younger than me that they can bend and twist and hold postures in ways that I cannot. Some of this is because I cannot devote my total fitness practice to yoga due to the many other classes I teach and my own fitness goals. Some of this is because of youth and natural talent that I lack. Some of it is because of pure desire to be able to do something so amazing that students surprise even themselves in their abilities. This past spring I had a student who was also a parent; who had also suffered from physical injuries throughout a long and active lifestyle. Though he was strong and fit, yoga still had more to give him.
In my journey through this semester, there have been times where stress was abundant and stress relievers were not. Taking yoga has been one of those stress relievers needed. I have been working out heavily as well as training for competitions throughout the semester, so needing something that will allow my body to grow maturely as a good commodity. Also, stress from the classes I was taking needed attention too.
During the yoga practices this semester, there were some moves that were difficult to execute and even harder to hold for an extended periods of time. So learning how my body can cope with something new like that was pretty neat. There were some moves that I had already known from the past, and it was great to relive those moves and see how my body maintained the memory of them. Overall I enjoyed the class and would like to continue my yoga journey over the course of my life.
Writing about my monthly training is helping me to stay focused on it. However, I was in Iowa last week where the weather was beautiful and I didn’t have access to internet, so no post then. And now it’s Wednesday and not Tuesday, so I’m not sure it’s keeping me consistent on the blog. Take a look at what I did and what happens next… Continue reading “Training Plan Tuesday #10 – August 2019”→
One of the unique things about teaching where I do is that I have both a community college setting and a university setting in the same town. Many of my community college students are working on their gen ed classes before transferring over to the university. Occasionally that means that I get a student twice or their roommate or friend will be in my class at the opposing location. Sometimes they even have a different yoga instructor at the same time and the yoga becomes a shared experience. Here’s one such story from a student of mine:
When first signing up for yoga class at Cape Fear Community College, my initial viewpoint of yoga, before ever taking a yoga class, was that it was all simple stretching and positions that helped you relax. Though yoga does include these assumptions, I soon realized that yoga can be a sufficient workout as well. Not only did yoga begin to stretch my ligaments and muscles in a positive manner, but it created a workout that didn’t necessarily feel like a workout while participating. I would find myself forming sweat as we ran through flows and noticing tenderness and soreness in the days following my yoga class. I realized quickly that I enjoyed the process of yoga much better than I had enjoyed going to the gym or working out in the past.
As the semester continued I noticed myself getting better at the positions we were practicing in class, able to stretch further, and enjoying myself more and more. While I attended a yoga class at my college, my roommate also was attending a yoga class at her college as well. We were able to use our own experiences in our own practices at home, as well as at local yoga studios where we both fell in love with hot yoga. I found that I could meditate and clear my mind a lot better in a professional yoga studio versus a classroom and that I enjoyed it even better than the class I was already attending and enjoying. Though the semester is coming to an end, I can now take the knowledge I’ve learned from this class and bring it into future classes and my future yoga practice in general.
I haven’t gotten around to posting the stories from my Spring yoga class yet, but I’m starting today. Here’s a great one from someone who wasn’t a stranger to yoga on the first day, but still walked away with something new.
Yoga has always been a familiar concept to me since I can remember. My mom and dad both have done yoga since I was little, and we were always very active as a family. I danced my whole youth, and loved it, but got burnt out about half way through high school. I had began running cross country and track and was fully immersed in the team and decided to quit dance. My body took naturally to running, and it came easy to me. I loved it! After running extremely hard for four years my body began to show it. My ankles were shot, and I had developed some severe asthma and cardiovascular issues. I knew that I could not continue running at the level I had been, and just decided to forfeit any kind of physical activity. As I started college, I knew that I had to start moving my body again. I felt jaded towards running, and a friend told me about thirty dollars for thirty days of unlimited yoga at Wilmington Yoga. I had never personally practiced yoga, but I committed to myself to going every day for the full thirty days. I was shocked at how easily I transitioned into developing my own practice. Not only that but I was surprised at how strong my body felt. I had always seen yoga as more of a stretching, and meditative exercise. My arm strength was the best it had ever been, and I felt so confident. I continued to practice yoga on my own, but less and less as the years went by.
This past summer when I was signing up for classes I saw yoga offered, and remembered what a great experience I had had with yoga in the past and signed up! I felt very welcomed in the class and comfortable. Coming into the class I had practiced yoga before but never really understood the different kinds of yoga, which poses were helpful for flexibility or strength, I was just told how to do them. I think as with anything you can develop a deeper level of appreciate if you know why you are doing something and how it can benefit your body and mind. I learned so much more about the mental aspect of yoga in class than I expected. It was helpful to connect the poses with focusing my mind on my breath. I also enjoyed how we were guided through different exercises and meditations, like the affirmations and mindful eating. It helped to experience it on my own than just being taught about it. Since the class was only once a week, I did not practice as much as I would have liked. I still felt stronger in my body and more mindful and knowledgeable after taking this class. It has encouraged me to think more about my words, actions, and thoughts towards myself and others. I feel that I also really benefited from the mindful eating exercise and gained a lot of awareness about some disordered eating habits I was beginning to develop. I have also made it a priority to move my body every day in a meaningful way. Even if that doesn’t look like going on a five mile run that’s okay. I have been able to listen to what my body needs and come to terms with that. More than anything this class has just challenged me to think differently about what “exercise” looks like, and how to be mindful of my thoughts on health.
The year is halfway gone! Can you believe it?! I have been spending a lot of my summer break lounging at people’s pools and on the beach, but also running, biking, doing yoga and Pilates and a host of other activities. Now it’s July and I’ll be headed back to work part-time for the month which will cut down on my “lounging” time and increase my activity time. I feel like June was my lax month, but….. Continue reading “Training Plan Tuesday #9 – July 2019”→
It has felt like it is a MILLION degrees outside lately which has really impacted my training. For much of the month of May temps in Wilmington were over 80F by 8am. I used to be a hot weather runner, but this year I am struggling with it. Therefore, starting on Friday (when my kiddos are finally out of school), my workouts will once again shift to early morning. Continue reading “Training Plan Tuesday #8 – June 2019”→
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